Monday Musings

Life is full of milestones. I have reached one recently in my journey that only enabled me to glimpse a certain level contentment, in temporary spurts in the past.

When I look back at all of my lifelong lessons , I see a recurring theme that always involves needing to learn what I don’t HAVE TO do. I don’t have to respond, I don’t need to explain, I don’t need to justify, I don’t need an excuse, I don’t have to engage, I don’t have to agree, I don’t have to do as others do.

And this one was the hardest of all to let go of. I don’t have to be understood !!

It’s to be OK to just be uniquely me. To live, love, and carry on in a way that brings me personal peace and contentment.

At this stage of my life I am not interested in telling others how they should live, think, feel or believe. I am also not interested in being told the same.

I am only interested in spending these years surrounding myself with the simple pleasures, and people that make me feel Happy and at peace with myself and my creator. What others do is not my concern.

I am 68 years old. I am not going to change the world to make it a better place at this stage of my life.

But I can leave my mark on this world in a positive way, one smile at a time, one hug, one act of kindness, one song, one poem, one word of encouragement.

And I am OK, being uniquely and magically me.

BY:JLE February 27, 2023

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Hygge

So my new obsession is the concept of “Hygge”, a Danish word to describing the coziness and the comfort of simple things .
(Hygge (/ˈh(j)uːɡə/, H(Y)OO-guh; Danish: [ˈhykə]; Norwegian: [ˈhŷɡːə]) is a word in Danish and Norwegian that describes a mood of coziness and “comfortable conviviality” with feelings of wellness and contentment.)

One translation actually described this as the complete absence of anything annoying . This made me laugh of course. Quite a lofty goal 😂😂😂
But one can certainly try.

I researched how to say this in other languages , particularly those of my personal heritage .
Dutch- Gezelligheid
Scottish- còsagach
Italian -I couldn’t find an Italian word that translates well to this Nordic term but I guess these will do as substitutes .
Accogliente/Confortevole

I’m so immersed I’m reading books on the topic .
My dear husband thinks I’m weird but thankfully he loves me anyway .
🥴😊❤️

By:JLE Feb 2023

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The women who come after me

Happy Birthday to my second born daughter, Danielle, who has taken everything this life has thrown at her, gathered it up into one big ball, and made good use of every single bit of it. She has turned hardship into gratitude, Fear into courage, and grief into strength. In her young life she has grown in the knowledge that though life does not always go as planned, detours and Plan B’s can still be used to forge your way through your life’s journey. This woman OWNS her journey. A successful life is not about what happens to us, but how we respond to it. Nothing makes my heart smile more than to see that the women I brought into this world, who go on after me, Both My daughters and my Granddaughter, possess attributes in their young lives that it took me 2/3 of a lifetime to learn. Happy Birthday Danielle. I am proud and blessed to call you my daughter. May all your dreams come true in the end.

By: JLE August 2019

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Friendships

Morning thoughts on Friendships :

I am the kind of person that loves to “start things” “get the ball rolling” pull the train up and invite folks to “get on board” heck I’ll even drive the train once it’s rolling along . I am compelled to do this because I am a social person . And though this was not me in my younger years (before I really discovered my true
Self ) at some point in my life ( probably around 50 ish ) I realized that the best way to make friends , maintain friendships, and have an active social lifestyle was to stop waiting and wishing but doing .
Once I realized I could pretty much alter the course of my social life with a little effort , the power to create this social life I longed for , was really in my own hands the whole time .
I love my friends of all levels of friendship . Near and far , those I see almost daily to those I only see every few years . I love that they are diverse . All personality types from all different backgrounds . Yes of course there are those I consider kindred spirits , those who know what you are thinking before you say it etc . But Thats more about relatability and common ground than it is closeness . Because I do believe I can get close to someone who is very different than me . In fact some of my best friends throughout life were women who were my polar opposites in many ways . Heck I married a polar opposite to me so I know this to be true . I find people whose culture, background, personality are different than mine, incredibly interesting as I’m always about learning something new .
How boring human relations would be if we were all exactly alike . Yet how glorious it it is have one or two of those friends who get you , I mean really really get you . So in Janet’s famous words “ it’s about the balance “
Which brings me to my one struggle with friendships . Though I am an initiator, and thoroughly enjoy that role, I am not one that “needs to” or even necessarily enjoys being in control . I really don’t like being the Boss . I don’t like being the sole decision maker . In a perfect social world for me , I would start things, get people “on board” and then keeping things rolling would be a group effort . I’m often told how appreciated I am for being the doer in social circles . And though those kind verbal expressions are appreciated , what really makes me feel that none of my efforts are ever in vain is when someone else offers to drive the train for a while . Or someone invites me to take an unscheduled ride . It’s a strange phenomenon that people with my personality type are most often the inviter and the initiator, and rarely the invited one . The feeling that after all your efforts , if you stopped driving the train it would just come to screeching halt is not a good one .
With that said I also have a healthy understanding of the concept that not all people are alike when it comes to how they navigate the relationships in their lives . And if I am truly committed , as I say I am, to loving everyone, just the way they are , then the easy and the challenging parts of my friendships are just the way it is . People are complex . We must learn to love one another through our differences .
All I can really ask for is to be heard . I need to be heard and everyone deserves to be heard . And to be understood is even better .
This is one of the reasons I write . Thank you to all my beautiful friends that hear and understand me ❤️

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Healthy Boundaries

I fill my space with positive energy and I maintain those boundaries to my space . The Negative energy of others cannot penetrate the walls of my Space. But there are doors through which I can chose to cross over to love, empathize and help others who dwell in a place of unhappiness and discontentment . The doors are only accessible to me.

ByJLE

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